Memories….

Flooded with memories.  Spending the past couple of days: looking through old family photos as back as far as the late 1800’s; walking the beach where I spent many days as a child at my grandparent’s cottage or our camp; visiting my mom’s gravesite; and going to the lake where I spent a lot of…… Continue reading Memories….

You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart. Jeremiah 29:13

I am embarking on a journey that is putting God first and myself second. I am spending some time alone: to embrace God’s love and be more grounded to hear his message; to take care of my own emotional, spiritual and physical needs; and to heal. This evening on the 5 hr drive up to…… Continue reading You will seek me and find me when you seek me with all your heart. Jeremiah 29:13

55 weeks….

Pandemic. A word I can fully admit I had never thought about until March 2020. Then, like all of us, my world came to a screeching halt. Stay home order. Masks. Virtual work. Virtual school. And the scariest, what exactly was coronavirus? could I keep my children safe? Would I be ok with my underlying…… Continue reading 55 weeks….

If I had only known…

Saturday was supposed to be the day my kids and I celebrated Easter together. My relationship with my 2 oldest daughters is still uncertain. Sitting here, I find myself hoping my girls will choose to spend part of the Holiday with me. Thinking, if I had only known last Easter was the last my girls…… Continue reading If I had only known…

Gut wrenching

As I am writing this post, I am overcome with emotions. Sadness. Fear. Anxiety. Anger. The past 2 weeks have evolved into a wakeup call as to just how complex it is to parent adult dependent children. My daughter is 18 and graduated (early) from high school yesterday. In the past couple years, since her…… Continue reading Gut wrenching

Life is like a ball of yarn

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Lately, in the mess of co-parenting with a nacissist, struggling with boundaries parenting adult (dependent) children, exhausted from virtual school and work, navigating life’s stress in a new relationship that is passing the “honeymoon” period, I feel like a twisted knotted ball of yarn being whipped around in a violent wind storm. Beaten. Ragged. Exhausted.…… Continue reading Life is like a ball of yarn